I'm a bit frank when talking about my surroundings. My Karma is also quite huge because my words which not so-wisdom-but-full-of-critics, but I always stick to the Hadith of PBUH Muhammad, "Tell the truth, even it was the most bitter"...
My family : Father + Mother, 3 Sisters & a brother. My father passed away for almost 3 years. My life as the youngest in the family was not a bed of roses, bitter & hard.
As most of my siblings have their own family, in this family leaving me & my sister to take care our old mum. At this age, I want to have more achievement in this life. But, my mum become my priority. True enough on what people out there said about taking care of old folks, "Parents can always take care tons of Kids, but in return, you never know either the same kids can pay back".
The journey began as my parents got married, and later accompanied by my eldest and the rest we developed to become pretty huge family. We used to spend our times together. But that was really and old, dust story.
As time emerge, my sister (which only one tier above me) got married. We celebrated with the huge wedding reception and later my brother got married and my second elder sister. Small kids back in the family. True enough, the more the merrier.
Life is not easy. True. My family boat was sinking a bit here and there. Financial was really the BIGGEST issue. This life continue. All the colour smeared. Darker & truly ugly. The blame game is being well played by everybody.
In the middle of the crossroad, my dad passed away. Leaving my mom all alone in this life. Then here me...standing and picking up all the responsible.
After my dad left us, I was here to do almost everything without the other sibling realize. They always have in their minds that single ladies like me have got nothing better to do in this life except spulrge.
But what else left in our life? Do they ever know what we have been thru?
Talk to you later, baby...
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